My New Sticking points

Well since My APB BC I have made great progress but as old windows close, new ones open.
This got me thinking... How long does it take for someone to truly understand the "Game"
I guess you never really Understand anything 100% if you factor in the human factor.
I just hope that while I am trying to figure it out I never get burned out and need a good break from this fun Game.

Since the BC I have been sitting down and trying to breakdown what it was that made me make that big leap. Then I sat down and began to think why I made those leaps, After that I kept on going and came to the conclusion thats I needed to write down what I wasn't able to do properly and why.

So it came down to these categories.

1. Sticking Points
2. Theory
3. Field Work

All these categories were addressed, corrected in a very short amount of time during the BC.

Sticking Points:

I asked myself why were these my sticking points, and came to the conclusion that During my AFC days i wasn't good at these phases because i rarely went thru them

Theory:
Wow this is were I had the most help in. I knew about 90% of the stuff that was taught in the BC, but what I didnt know is how it all worked together and how it was applied properly. Learning all this stuff can be mind boggling when one chooses to take it head on alone.

Field Work:

We had a great time in the field, But this can happened any time.




So Now my sticking points should be easier to get by since A. I actually have been in these situation during my AFC days. Plus I have Theory to back it up. So all thats left is the Field Work. But there are other factors that Prevent me from And I cant think of it.....

I think Since the stakes have gone up (getting physical, bouncing,ONS etc...) I don't want blow it. It feels good be be at the level that I am at, I worked hard to get here and part of me wants to enjoy it, so I play it SAFE.
This mentality of not wanting to blow I guess is what is stopping me from making Leaps like in the BC.

I guess it all just boils down to how strong your inner game is, and what mental state you are in.

I guess i will just keep trying to work it out so I can make another big leap.